Do you fear death?

I don’t fear death…
I fear the loss of those I love…
I fear the pain of those left behind…



I had an awful thought before I fell asleep last night. I imagined not believing in a life after….a thought that I would never meet those that I have lost in another life. It was such a sad empty feeling.
And then I dreamt.
I dreamt of my my mum and dad. Random stuff.
We were at a shopping mall, dad and I waiting for my mother to look at ALL the artificial flowers on display.
We were in a hospital waiting for her to go on dialysis.
Nothing special…but so special….
They are there.
They are waiting.